It occurred to me. I hardly know myself.
One day, I was asked about the schedule for planning a drink party. Yeah, I knew, no schedule. But I answered “I’ll check schedule. So I’ll Line you later.”
What’s happened? I knew that the schedule was vacant. But I answered contrary to intention.
Looking back on this, I’d behave like I was busy. It may be I was trying to show off. But, to be honest, I want to be a straightforward and open-minded person. It’s very contrary to that attitude.
I thought that how I perceived myself is sometimes mistaken. Wanting to be straightforward and open-minded does not necessarily mean that one always is. This easy misunderstanding led to diminishing self-awareness.
It fun discovery. Maybe this kind of mistakes are very common in the world. From now on, I’ll try to know more about myself.